Monday, July 11, 2005

Support network

One thing that my life is really missing is a support network, I don't have that sort of friends and my family live too far away (and if I am honest are uncomfortable with emotions and know nothing of the hell that was my marriage). I therefore end up relying too much on Tanya (yes she has a name!) which is unfair on her. Or I bottle stuff up inside, pretend I am strong enough to take it all, then it all explodes out in an uncontrolled rush. I keep toying with the idea of counselling, because although I feel I have progressed a long way recently, I am afraid of stalling and nosediving. I need to keep moving forward, and blogging is one way. I really resent my anonymous commenters thoughts that blogging was holding me back, on the contrary it has proved so useful in sorting my head out, thankyou blogspot!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Blogging can be useful, but it can also come back to bite you on the arse! I think z was right in what he said to me "delete the blog; live your life" I just didn't get around to the former until it was too late!
Stella

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