Sunday, May 29, 2005

Another day older and what do I get?

So, how do I feel today, more positive I think, had a nice chat with an old friend last night which helped.

Decisions I have made:
I have suffered enough emotional abuse for one lifetime, but it is not going to stop me putting myself in a position where it might happen again, otherwise I might never find true happiness.

I am going to have to see my ex-wife as 2 seperate people: Stella, the manipulative, selfish, abuser, and C, the mother to my kids and the good person I know and love. (After all, she is so good at 'compartmentalising' her life...)

I will be honest with people, I have hurt too many people in the past and to them I am truly sorry.


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